Talked to my friend/brother Kelvin today. So much stuff has happend and because of things happening regarding other people I eventually pushed everyone away.Kelvin was one of them. I never wanted that. I never wanted to hurt anyone because i was getting hurt.. I couldn't see clearly because of the pain caused by other souls. But we are here to learn. I'm jus happy we could resolve and save our friendship. It means the world to me.

Baby steps back to balance.

Tomorrow me and my dog Greta will go for an extra long nature walk , hoping I might get some nice pictures.

Atleast that's the plan. In two weeks I'll be getting a new phone. And I have promised myself that I will get back to social media (in a balanced way of course) and start photographing more. (because my camera atm aint that groovy)

(The swans have grown so much ❤)

Today I believe I can break free soon from this self created chaos. First time in months I feel like this. I'm not gonna rush anything though, for once I'm gonna take care of myself. I'm gonna take my own advices.